im so angry and sick

i couldnt sleep last night and everything hurts

im getting sick so sorry if im not around much friends 

"why are my friends online so late at night when i should be in bed" i say before realizing what it was like to be friends with me in highschool

Ahhh I got my bandelettes and they are really comfy! the elastic is really good and they fit pretty well without it (no thigh pinch!) so im not worried about them getting stretched out….

I will tell you guys if they slip down ever

mad about housing

remember you gave me your old dave bowtie and signed it from dave you were SUCH A DUMB NERD but i was too bc i thought it was the best

LIKE YEAH…IT WAS A DUMB NERD THING BUT ALSO IT WAS MY FIRST AND ONLY COSPLAY AND YOU DID IT WITH ME AND YOU PUT THE MOST WORK INTO YOUR COSTUME I THINK?? LIIKE YOU HAD TO SEW A LOT OF STUFF??? AND WE KIN DOF RECONNECTED OVER HOMESTUCK???? SO IT WAS A HUGE DEAL TO ME AND I WAS LIKE THIS WILL PROPERLY CONVEY MY SENTIMENTS…..YES…… PERFECT….. *STICKS A BUNCH OF GARBAGE IN A BUCKET*

i don't remember what you said except you told me about more than one of the stories, like you mentioned problem sleuth, and i didnt get it. I bet you were a huge nerd about it though. also I didnt understand the adventure format thing at all. I remember you suggested I cosplay jade before I even read about her in the comic? and then you cosplayed dave with brown hair. also you were the one who pointed out the 413 thing to me I had never noticed it wow im thinking about old homestuck now

i know right like ??? ugh yeah i wanted to cosplay homestuck but i didnt want to do it alone and this was back before NO ONE EVER cosplayed homestuck, like there were 3 dave cosplayers EVER and then by the time we actually got around to doing it, it was like “the boat is gone, we missed it, RIP”

but yeah i knew you did conventions so i was like STEPHANIE….CAN HELP ME…..Y-YEAH…. i’m such a bad friend i’m sorry

god i got so emotional about dave with red hair vs dave with brown hair vs dave with blonde hair and now people today don’t give a shit about colors on any of thEC HARACTERS I NEED TO GO OT BED GOD

god and i see stuff everywhere like “i met so many good people through homestuck :)” or like “I got into drawing comics because of homestuck” or “____ because of homestuck”

like you don’t understand

I’m because of homestuck

sometimes i remember when we were at the swim club for dinner or something and you were trying to explain to me what mspa was and i did not understand at all. it sounded dumb but i figured if you liked it it was probably good

god i was such a shitter, I bet I described it like “it’s about kids and fun” but then immediately explained the reference like “its funny because that’s what the author said!! after a really violent animation! get it??? :)”. I’m so sorry I did this to you

homestuck is like an entire emotional experience for me now. at least the first parts. like I see the alpha kids im like “eh homestuck, i read that” but then I see john and i stand up and start hollerin THATS MY BOY!!!

stephanie i’ve been reading homestuck for a FOURTH of my LIFE